The Waking Compound

Early morning sound asleep as I’m dreaming of a field of athletes and performers the start is walking into an area full of some construction and a hay and light dirt covered ground. Those kinds of grounds collect oil and grime that happen to make the ground slippery if it were a different ground. As I’m walking into this area a change of scenery occurred and a horse nudged my leg trying to get me to saddle up and direct because a new living status is about to occur. As time passes in the dream I ended up having a friend pick me up as we drove around trying to make some plans and plans weren’t decided in so we got some snacks and headed home before the game. I ended up on a basketball court then onto the bleachers helping set up for an event there before the game starts. Normally we condition in the bleachers but I had to help with the game event before I could play. Walking through the basketball court I was deciding on a team to play for since I’ve always had the option but never had the chance to change my team. The event called out many different sports out to practice their best skills and techniques to show for the audience. There were basketball players, tennis players, dancers from the dance team, baseball, softball, singers, hockey, swim team, and a few other teams had to have their captains included from each team. Someone lost a ball and a few someone’s had to retrieve the ball and not try to intervene with the performers practice before the event started. Some of the coaches got mad. There were teams in the audience from different parts of the world showing up to watch a few of their best players at the event. One coach got mad some of the players from other teams were talking to each other making them lose focus on what they needed to be doing before the event starts. A few somebodies were familiar faces for me ranging from co-workers, family, or people I’ve met from other parts of the world and people from different states that I recognized and previously got acquainted with years ago showed up for moral support and I happen to know some of them. As to not let any of them distracted me, that received a distant hello and a gradual wave or smile from me. Not much for small talk because it’s always the same conversation or it ends up being an hour conversation of remember when… all the excitement and loudness coming from the bleachers got faint and I started to hear this loud knocking. The knocking continued as it woke me up, someone was in their bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, or it was knocking at the front door. Finally awake early morning it’s time to go to conditioning and meet up with the team if cancelled no excuses today is still workout day. Women have to keep their bodies in shape and be stretched out for the day ahead we never know who we have to save or be around if there is not a sweet set plan in play.

Waking up in a dry room can have these sort of health losses that make you wake up feeling refreshed and energized for the day not knowing if you should try to figure out what you need to change the dryness of the room or to give yourself some sort of fresh air. Normally it’s a time to open the windows and let the fresh morning air seep in through the window to change the aurora. I’m so used to be a busy busy so early in the morning it’s starting to become a routine that even though I can’t get done what I want, when I want I still find ways to stay busy and stay healthy, clean, and protected each day. Waking up each day is a silent reminder that someone else does not get the chance to wake up today. It is important to find your peace and value each day. Waking up to reality! Nothing ever goes as planned in this accursed world. The longer you live, the more you realize the only things that truly exist in this reality are merely pain, suffering, and futility. They say dreams, you can’t make it happen, yet it’s inevitable but this dream, it was a reminder and memory of something I used to be apart of. This dream did not happen yet because this could be someone else’s reality coming into play and activation serotonin and other compounds.